Post by sonofsamo on Mar 8, 2005 16:31:53 GMT -5
I want to remark how i feel when it snows, like the rules have fallen, like all us of the same have inherited the earth. thats where i still feel everything, when i have been lifted above these things, when i walk alone through the white and clean, no one else in sight. i feel everything. everyone is still together there, with everybody else, what could have been, with everyone. watch the weather change.
now im in a parking lot, im sliding through the snow and this trip cant be long enough. this is not poetry, i have no time for poetry anymore. its me the way i am, its the earnest creature who just wants forever. and ever. floating above the snow im crisp and clean and blotted out like invisible ink. i want someones time. i want to speak with people, a real exchange, a real learning experience. but that never ever happens. i would speak to everyone like this. open. i would die for what i believe in, and what i believe in is yet unbeknownst to me. I know who i am, but i cant see where im going, and i cant remember what ive done. i am a shade, and to me this is heaven. go on forever.
now im in a parking lot, im sliding through the snow and this trip cant be long enough. this is not poetry, i have no time for poetry anymore. its me the way i am, its the earnest creature who just wants forever. and ever. floating above the snow im crisp and clean and blotted out like invisible ink. i want someones time. i want to speak with people, a real exchange, a real learning experience. but that never ever happens. i would speak to everyone like this. open. i would die for what i believe in, and what i believe in is yet unbeknownst to me. I know who i am, but i cant see where im going, and i cant remember what ive done. i am a shade, and to me this is heaven. go on forever.